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2011-08-12T11:00:00.000+08:00

Weird Trend! Ice Out Your Eyes With Gold And Diamond Contact Lenses

2010-12-15T13:13:00.002+08:00

heavily broken is what i am
but you came in swiftly
young handsome lad coming in
sweet dreams

love is

2010-10-22T02:26:00.002+08:00

missing out on life..
gosh. i want to be on cloud 9
but i have to stay grounded.
why do i love a boy who dont even know me
thank you for the coined term secret admirer
it is funny to say you are the man of my dreams
as you keep visitin it everyday
but sadly nothing can work both ways
you dont think of me as that "ideal" woman
boy you know how many girls have died to be with you

loving you with the colors yellow & black painted on

First Day

2010-07-25T22:36:00.006+08:00

First Day

Ok the moment i touch down
was greeted by my auntie and my relative who is like erm an uncle to me
i was expecting nothing much from e “dream” house
my mum rent her place to my aunt
while my aunt’s place is rented to students
who are actually studying at a nearby university
less than 15 mins walk from home.
was looking thru old pictures and damn my skin is weird
compare my cousin and me
doesnt it look weird haha
well didnt take much photo on my stay there
i miss playin zeropoint in sub when i was younger
i cant believe i have that haircut
so bare with all the following post

2010-07-22T22:03:00.002+08:00

can i be in love with you love
when i am bored of you
and its only you that feel this real love
funny how you are in love with me
oh the irony
pretending to go on a last date as strangers
is something i'll just pass
maybe i'll just remember you
and i know it will never be the same without you

2010-05-28T14:24:00.009+08:00

need an update i guess
life is ..... going on pretty fine
shld i chop off my hair or trim it?

18

2010-03-31T21:22:00.002+08:00

did you live just to get tortured in the end
i just cant bear to get you out if my mind
i don't know why i still cry over you
thinking about spending your birthday together
im selfish aren't i.
i want to eat cake with you
but i can't.
and i'll just live with guilt,pain and shame

happy 18th birthday, love.

2010-02-15T23:23:00.002+08:00

You told me to give love and i did
You told me to laugh and i did
You told me to be healthy and i did

But where are you now
The love that i gave is turning into hatred
The laughter that i had is turning into tears
The health that im more concerned with is yours

valentine

2010-02-14T22:37:00.002+08:00

If Cinderella's glass slipper fit so perfectly,

I wonder why it fell off along the way?

mini bi

2010-01-25T22:38:00.002+08:00

Junho ar
생일 축하합니다!
himnae
and have faith

hate?

2010-01-11T21:16:00.003+08:00

oh my god
i just made ahuge mistake
i hope the officers does not recognize me if he were to see me outside
or should i say i would avoid them if i find any familiar faces
what was i thinking pffft
everytime i screamed at you i cry
but this is final.
your words against mum's words
i vote mum cause i was never a big fan of you since you came back
you destroyed my dreams with a phonecall
seeing you again like this for the second time
i felt like comminting suicide
but i know its a sin and my parents will feel bruden
how dare you point fingers to her
you f*cking idiot
i would have left you if i was in her position
but you had no right to treat her that way
you are an idiot!
an idiot!
im glad your son chose that path
to leave everyone else
before we inflict more pain to him

imu

2010-01-05T23:23:00.002+08:00

You really had to this don't you
I can't believe im not ready to talk about you
Im that close to loosing it every single time i mention your name
Every single time i try to sing your song
But im happy to say my emotions were well kept
for the 3 weeks and i still feel that im selfish
Up till today we still think and talk about you
Wonder why is it so hard to let go of these tiny little things
And i met her again
Im living by well enough to greet her with a smile
No revenge, no anger. Nothing

Love you

not fair

2009-12-27T23:01:00.003+08:00

이것 음모!
불공 평해
너무 자극적

ok cat

2009-12-27T22:24:00.003+08:00

Oppa

생일 축하합니다!
I hoped you had a good christmas with the boys :)
I wonder if its celebrating your birthday without him

Ok Daeri Daeri Daeri
Ok 고양이 haha

파이팅!!!!

kajima

2009-12-21T22:34:00.003+08:00

Han Kyung oppa please stay
The moment i saw the news of you
I thought of Hee Chul "unnie" :p
Jewelry will be missing the most sexiest and charming leader
And the forever charming fashionista haha
Park Jung Ah and Seo In Young unnie
And now the debut of many idol group

Oh and with the news of Brittany Murphy
What is becoming of this world

Lee Joon oppa you made me smile
You are my Edward Cullen
While Jae Bum oppa is my Jacob Black
Cause his muscles and body is jjang! :p
사랑해

over

2009-12-21T19:26:00.004+08:00

You are the only person who i thought i can count on
But i was wrong and yesterday you definitely made it clear
What makes you think i could be help
You dont even know who i am truly
You are the only person who i could be interested or uninterested in meeting
You tell me to ask you out when im in a good or normal mood
Well guess what you made me the way i am whenever you showed up half of the time
And you tell me there's no point thinking too much about it
Talk to you?
What is the point when i know you'll never get it
Cause i know there are things to be said
But it would definitely be from your point of view no matter which angle you see it from

"Doesnt matter how long, its how fast you see the light. But im telling you to stop things that you don't clearly know doesnt do you good. It'll just pull you in. But now that you've finally say it out, i wont just leave you there"

You said im being unfair just because i decided to ignore you after leaving you to fend something against yourself.
Yes i do know our friendship is not on a level 1 basis and we have gone beyond that
I dont know if you realized the real conversations we had
There were none to begin with
Yes we do talk but was it even heart to heart kinda talk i dont think so
Yes i hear problems but the heavier percentage most probably falls to.......

am im just a random friend which is what i am beginning to feel.
is that what i am? a random friend to you?
you want your friends to be there for you.
So do i but i guess somethings are better left unsaid

hate and wish

2009-12-20T19:18:00.000+08:00

Have you ever hated the environment you ever grew up in
Have you ever hated that sometimes the facts remain unchanged
Have you ever hated doing something that you should no thave done

Have you ever wished something to go away but it wouldnt
Have you ever wished for anything impossible to happen to you
Have you ever wished to lead a different life

xoxoxo

2009-12-15T18:39:00.002+08:00

Its been a week since i last saw your face
But the memories keep lingering around
I cant bear to talk about you without tearing or cracking my voice
I seriously regretted everything i did for the past year
I should have treated you better
At least i know now that you are at a better place
You would receive all the love and attention you can get
Please wait for me and i'll treat you the right way
Love you kiddo

Should i bother your ex-gf????

bad life

2009-12-14T00:36:00.000+08:00

i wanna thank Lya who has been constantly on my beck and call
Im finding myself a wee bit irritating by this fact :p
I seriously dont know how i would do without knowing you
Im sorry if i havent been there for you if you needed me babe
Yes i know , we should meet up really soon
Cause i cant stand being alone
It scares me really.
I need a dose of happy pills from people i love

Jay when are coming back
You are my no 1 happy pill please please please come back
Be a good boy and great hyung to your bros
I guess Lee Joon oppa have to do it for now pfft

forgive me

2009-12-13T22:23:00.002+08:00

The tension filled in this house is too overwhelming
Just to get away we have to go out
The sadness is too overwhelming
That we just keep quiet
We do not want to mention anything
And pretend he is alive
It is hard to say, i can feel it.

Im so thankful that i open up my heart to you
Im really am sorry to have kept that hatred for so long
But knowing i do not want revenge i have to forgive you
I really do. Maybe he is showing me something
Something i never expected and i want to thank him
Love you always kiddo

s11

2009-12-12T23:50:00.002+08:00

I spent restless nights
Remembering you
Replaying past memories
Wouldn’t it be lovely if we are together

Tears form
Accompanying my lonely nights
I miss every second with you
Its hard to forget you

You gave love before
But why the change now
Where are the promises
Forever waiting faithfully

If you no longer love
Let it out. I don’t care
Rather than you
Make me wait

Never expecting
Never doubting
The unavoidable separation
I’ve tried
Defending
But you still left

Your love is like the moon
Only appearing when night falls
And then disappearing when daylight comes
Love, that is how you behave

You send my love to the sidelines
Seems like im drifting away in the sea
The one who drowned in love
Beaten by a wave of anxiety

forgive me?

2009-12-11T23:59:00.006+08:00

Does it kill me?
Yes it does.

I feel like shit
If i were to be totally honest i think it may be worrisome
When i lost my beloved grandmother
It took me nearly three weeks to get it over with
But now i think it will a whole lifetime
An eternity to cover up this loss
I feel guilty really i am
The worst thing is i happened to stumble across some blogs
Which belong to your friend and stuff
And boy now we are just left with memories
Memories that werent long to begin with

I must be the most horrible_est aunt you ever had
If you could call me names go ahead i deserve it
To watch your life go to waste when you are that young
Boy it hurts to think about you nowadays
You are tearing up my insides
I am going crazy personally
Images from the hospital is all i can think about
I am so sorry for being lousy
I cant even take care of you to save our lives

I am foolish for thinking that you'll survive this
If you were here i would say how could break so many hearts just like that
And from what i read you were not bad as bf
Since you are looking after us
Please find me one that has your characteristics pretty please haha

I really am sorry
I Love You
R.I.P

REGRETS

2009-12-10T10:54:00.003+08:00

During feature writing i dedicated my piece to you
i know you would have heard me but i want to tell the world
what you mean to me

I probably would choose my nephew.
He had done nothing for me but its more like
What i could have done for him
Unlike growing up with my other nieces and nephews,
I only got to see him last year and he was only sixteen
My first impression of him was that he was full of smile, laughter and jokes.
He influence me by showing that i should live my life with no regrets
Beacuse it will be too late if you lost your love ones.
Why i choose him is because
I regretted showing and giving him
The love and care that he needed.

Mohammad Ramdan Bin Ahmad Rafie
31 March 1992 - 8 December 2009
I love you
R.I.P

i love you to death

2009-12-08T23:46:00.001+08:00

I dont know how much longer can i keep up with this pretence
I kept the a bravefront far too long now
Im trying my best not to break down
Im living my life guilt free now
But guess what, im not strong enough
Im fine with loosing someone older
But never younger.
I know i have to except the fact but i cant.
I promised to stay strong live my life on my behalf
And the worst thing is im not reaching the tough part yet
When i think of you, i thought of the poosibilities you could have

For goodness sake
I even planned on throwing an 18 birthday party for you
But i guess that is impossible now
Fret not my Dearie
I will always make myself available to visit you love

Such a pity of not taking many photos of you
I will pray and not forget that i love you
i really do wish we had more time to spent
Peace will be with my precious nephew

ninja

2009-11-28T23:23:00.002+08:00

i was thinking they should have Ninja Assasin 2
starring Junho that will be cute and funny
Rain could play his dad or somethin
Lee Joon oppa was cool
Rain was awesome
might be watching it again
i tried not to blink too much
when the scenes involve these two
boy was i glad
ooh maybe the rest of MBLAQ should dress up as ninjas
for their next concept haha

get well soon

2009-11-27T22:43:00.002+08:00

To Miss Syura,
well i don't know who are you personally
but i would like to thank you for visiting him.
Thanks for the Get Well Soon balloon, card, flowers and the bear.
I hope i will bump into you if you were to visit him again
Thank you so much!

nj

2009-11-26T22:36:00.004+08:00

This happened during break time
it was darn cute and funny
a conversation between two different intakes

Boy C : Hi, I'm Cody.
Boy E : I'm Ephram.
Boy C : You see, I'm Networking.

and that was when the rest of us burst out in laughter
just because we talk about it doesnt mean we have to carry out
its seriously funny if you saw it
and i've yet to start my assignment
Ninja Assasin is out!
Lee Joon oppa i'll be watching you
사랑해

2009-11-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

Dad : Boy, have you seen my passport?
Son : Throw away already.
Dad : Where did you throw it at?
Son : Dabin!
Dad : Which dustbin did you throw it at?
Son : Downstairs

Dad was franctically searching for his passport till he miss his flight.
So he decided to go into the study room to do reports
He open the stationery drawer
ta-da his passport was there hahaha
His son was a very smart boy
He hid in a place where no is sure to search

2009-11-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

Boy : Ma, if i cut daddy shirt he sure won't go dubai rite?
Mother : Boy, you better not do it.

Father did not suspect anything amiss
and went off for his flight.
His first stop was KL
So he checked into the hotel and went to meetings
which lasted all night.
When he got back to the hotel
he was getting ready for the next day
He open his luggage
Abracadabra!
All his shirts were in pieces muahahaha

hmm

2009-11-22T19:13:00.002+08:00

progress is what im looking for
im not giving up hope
well its better off living than dead i guess
your image from the past has been playing in my mind
why why why why
if only you could speak up
it would make everything easier

oh dear

2009-11-17T22:38:00.002+08:00

the moment i entered the ward
i can't believe its really you
I'm happy that you are aware of your surroundings
but its sad to see that you can't really response well
i really hope that you recover from this terrible incident
forget the past and look forward to the future
we tried holding back our tears seeing you in this state
please please come back

unhappy

2009-11-09T21:50:00.003+08:00

you are freaking 17 years old
you are inmature.
You are young and stupid really really stupid
i thot you were better dn ur parents
i thot you were smarter but i guess im wrong
you are downright stupid
i have nothing to say to you
i'd rather be happy knowing you took anti depressants pills
than the wrong kind of pills

kkum

2009-11-08T23:03:00.003+08:00

chingu ah saengil chukahae muahaha
sorry bout the super long text msg though
school and work have meade their way into my dreams somehow
a nightmare i guess
im just worried about the grades actually
anything with Marketing in it im bound to kill my braincells one way or another
i may look like somehow who scores but nope i just don't make the cut
but i did well for Communication
but when i add Marketing + Communication
its pfft i have no word to describe it all
and i should stop cutting class as it is afterall my last exam
before haveing to do assignment and a group project :p
himnae!

love's way

2009-11-02T01:01:00.002+08:00

i wonder how can a guy cause so much damage in a girl's life
well no i do not need to wonder.
i thought you were much more stronger than this
i meant how many hearnreaks did you go through to know its over
and just the thought of you believing in true love
or finding it at least made me happy or at least you happy
aren't you giving up too easily
fine. he might be right the one for you
but what if you weren't the right one for him
i told you there might be better guys out there
and i trust that you did not screw this up

appetite

2009-11-01T23:12:00.000+08:00

i thought i was done and over with eating disorder
but no my body started acting up again
but one thing for sure my binging period are over
no more puking yet.
i know its ridiculous to be like under 45kg and i know it myself
but i don't know why i'm trying so hard :/
when i do crave for something
its mostly junk food
and i promised myself to lead a healthy lifestlye
what a life i led so far

me2

2009-10-30T23:06:00.002+08:00

"even if i saw my reflection now i still feel confuse
should i really hate it or like it
i know i still am the same person inside i think
i've tried accepting the image i see everyday
but to be honest im not confortable with it"

doctor...

2009-10-30T00:28:00.002+08:00

like fretting over communication isnt tiring enough
ethics module was release too
man the you are a bitch
i mean come on we scored fairly well for our presentation
and then you decided to cut it off from part of e assignment
and i bet i scored at least a decent grade for my exam
i don't deserve this grade
and just because you 'intensely dislike' us
doesnt mean you can take it out our grades
so unprofessional

faith

2009-10-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

worrying over my communications results is finally over
was shock to some getting an 'F' grade tho
life has been pretty much the same
except for the heartbreak that someone gave me as a gift

geureon neukkimi deulgi ttaemune
himnaeseo yeolsimhi hamgeyo
geojitmal hajimaga mot salgesseoyo
baesin ja

no updates

2009-10-20T23:50:00.003+08:00

as my heart felt like it was ripped out of it sockets
it learned to heal and repair itself
as these feelings lay heavy on my heart
it learned to go away slowly
as my eyes and ears longed to see and hear you again
it learned to adjust itself with the new surrounding

please come back

confused

2009-09-22T12:28:00.000+08:00

jagbyeol insaeobsi

"eoddeohge jinaeseyo
jigeum mweohaneungeoya
jal meoggoissseubnida"

ireohan jilmuneul tonghae nae maeumeul silhaenghaessda
hajiman nae maeum gipeun nan dangsini jalhago malsseongeul uriyi haengdonge yihae ara
nan uriga innaesimeul gajigo ara
hajiman amudo uriga jigeum mideul suissseubnida

oppa coma back

2009-09-16T15:32:00.003+08:00

naega gidarineun gyuchigeun algo issji hajiman jeobgeun gyuchigeul jal moreugess
naega gyuchigeul jal algo saranghaneun
hajiman pyohyeonyi gyuchig anha

nae maeumeul ara
hajiman nan dangsini nugunji moreugess
naega geugeoseul moreul geosibnida
wae
waenyahamyeon dangsini nae sarami anieyo

jay

2009-09-16T13:56:00.004+08:00

dangsin ddaemune nae maeumi neomu apayo
wae ddeona syeosseoyo
ijen haengboghaejil su eobseo
dangsini eoddeohge neuggineunji eoddeohge ara
mulron dangsini

babo gateun inseuteonteu mesinjeoreul saranghaneun dangsineun

eeh juh bul ril ggah?
Him dul da....
dolawa jebal

nan negajiman, neol sarang silheo
"andwaeyo andwaeyo geureoke gajimayo
nuneul tteo boado ne moseumman seonmyeonghande
nega inneunge kkumieotdan geol nae nunmure bichwojin seulpeumi malhaejwosseo"

Chingu ah noh odieya
Ppalli wa, dongsaeng
Nae mauemi sangtae anjoayo

Oppa mideumi mideul su

jay park

2009-09-09T16:36:00.002+08:00

24hours and im still hooked onto you
You're like a drug that i get addicted on
I'm at a lost whenever i see your pictures
What should i do, what should i do
I may not know what you're thinking
And i surely don't know what you've been through
But jusst to let you know
We're always be supporting you

Saranghae

jaebi baby

2009-09-08T22:55:00.003+08:00

Like going through a bad break up isn't bad enough
You had to go and do this
Don't you see that we care about you
We were behind you 110%
You made me love you
And now you had to go and break my heart into tiny million pieces
You knew i was fragile and yet you were careless
I hope you realize that all of these is one big fat mistake
Jaebi dorawa, jebal
Oppa nappa!
Oppa jeongmal nappeun saram
Jeongmal nae maeumi molla
Na gaseumi neomu apo

Baby im sorry to say
But i can't never let you go.
geot ji mal anieya

kwonnie

2009-08-28T00:45:00.001+08:00

Jo Kwon. Kwonnie ah!

생일 축하합니다!

ki bum

2009-08-21T10:10:00.007+08:00

Ki Bum oppa

생일 축하합니다!

seung hyun

2009-08-21T00:33:00.001+08:00

생일 축하합니다!

G-D

2009-08-18T00:22:00.003+08:00

Jiyong oppa neomu neomu meotjyeo

생일 축하합니다!

G.D hwaiting!

Big Bang Hwaiting!

hwangbuin

2009-08-16T00:32:00.003+08:00

Hwang Buin

생일 축하합니다!

Sangchoo couple pogoshipoyeo.

Sun Ye

2009-08-12T00:31:00.002+08:00

Uri Wonderfuls Leader

Min Sun Ye a.k.a Sun

생일 축하합니다!

Your efforts totally paid off

Conquering Korea and now the U.S

Wonder Girls hwaiting

bekha

2009-08-11T00:23:00.001+08:00

Uri magnae Bekha Kim

생일 축하합니다!

You make flip flops look adorable

Hwaiting A.S

mute

2009-08-04T00:18:00.003+08:00

Meet my D.I.Y Santooki

Its like retarded looking like seriously :p

Im totally rushing through second assignment
Next week, new modulem new lecture
Since when was Rosemary a "He"
I blame the incompetence of our "upper management"
Its def. a mistake

and to Jang Geun Suk Oppa
생일 축하합니다
And will be waiting for all your upcoming dramas and movies

davichi501

2009-08-03T00:01:00.006+08:00

Kim Hyung Joon-shi

생일 축하합니다!

and to Min Kyung of Davichi

생일 축하합니다.

haeng uneul bireoyo

Magnae(s) fighting!

junga

2009-08-02T00:15:00.003+08:00

Junga Unnie

생일 축하합니다!

malhaneun moksoriga

shipjeom manjeome shipjeom

hwaiting!

Tifanny

2009-08-01T00:05:00.006+08:00

Fany Fany Tiffany

Brighter than gems Tiffany!

생일 축하합니다!

No matter how many antis/haters you have

Remember all your fans who are behind you

Your childlike purity and eye smile are your qualities

Please be careful in everything you do <3

Oh and also a Happy Birthday to your Oppa

Who is exactly a year older than you.

I'm your fangirl! :p

utmost

2009-07-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

tired souls happy smiles
thoughts clouded by circles of words
love confessions hatred aside
confusions arise heated arguments once more
nevertheless you come to rescue
the girl from your dream
the one to seek your locked heart
whom yet to succeed

well wishes my dear
as i have come
but sadly im not staying any longer
im sorry for the trouble
that was caused
please accept my sincerity my apology

Like Being Hit By A Bullet

taemin

2009-07-18T00:08:00.002+08:00

Meet my yeppuen dongsaeng :p
taemin ah pls rmb to grow up cutely
and dont stop stealing all noonas heart everywhere
hwaiting!
생일 축하합니다!

kim bum

2009-07-07T23:40:00.009+08:00

Kim Bum Oppa

생일 축하합니다!

And of course to my dearly beloved Brother

Happy Birthday to you

mass

2009-07-07T23:30:00.003+08:00

Came home with an empty stomach
It a wonder how i can stay in class
Am always reluctant to go for breaks
Why you may ask
Its because im lazy and fret about my assignments
At least im halfway done and thank goodness for extensions
I'm really happy this time round
I have no exam to sit for except for the 2 essays
It has to be involve with a child
My least or should i say my weakness
Is argumentative. I digress too much
I know we should not base it on assumptions
That is why people can always misinterpret my message
CSI is on so im going to watch it and going to multi task
To finish up my assignment.

pom

2009-07-04T22:04:00.003+08:00

I totally screwep up this time
My headings and contents were mismatched
Its ok i have my assignment to help me
New term new module and a new hope

Weight loss is the only thing on my mind
Maybe its the media or just me
I know its bad but what can i do
Maybe i need to tone my muscles

Oooh and im happy that my fever subside
Before the H1N1 hits
My temperature was 43 degress for goodness sake
Thanks to ice packs, panadols and a 4 litre oxygen tank
Im fine ahahaha

Mass Comm. don't fail me now

mj tribute

2009-07-02T20:28:00.004+08:00

the more sightings of Micheal Jackson
Gets me emotional everytime
Seriously my other post is just to short
And does no justice at all
I know i have more to say or write about him
But my thoughts are in a mess
So jumbled up like a jigsaw puzzle
That is meant to be left unsolved
I digress. Back to my purpose.

Yes, Micheal Jackson.
What more can i talk about you
It seems like the press did it
Inside out. Not a single detail is left out
Your passion on your music alone
Is a great start
Controversial was the only word
That comes up to my mind right now :p
There was also the involvement in humanitarian work
It just shows how big your heart is
Ever heard of the phrase
"Your voice alone send shivers down my spine"
Common. Familiar.
Last but not least :
What would we do without you Micheal.

With love,
Masra'
Damn, i even thought you were immortal

Onew beware

2009-06-27T02:03:00.004+08:00

Aigoo. Yah nam domseng.
noh waeyo?!?!?!
Eojjeodda
Ottoke.
I wonder what were you
Or what actions you did in your past life to deserve all these
I hope Lady Luck is on your side forever & always
Stop making all the noonas worry little kid :p

tribute

2009-06-26T18:56:00.001+08:00

Micheal Jackson's death.
Didnt see that coming
Till now, i believe no one can match up to his music
Accusations. One after another and still we [fans] stood by him
From his crazy antics, plastic surge and whatnot
We choose to believe that he was "Legend"
"King Of Pop" the title that will remain and belong to him only
Maybe we'll wait and see for a new star to take over
Till then i'll just stick to this man.

It was like Jay & Junsu knew the day would come
Billie Jean & You're Not Alone
Are what inspired them to become who they are today

poetry

2009-06-26T00:45:00.002+08:00

As the black ink spreads
To form letters which make sense
When it combines into a sentence
I think of you.

As promise, my writings will be delivered
Like how we use to do it
Paper aeroplanes folded and thrown
In hope that it will find each other.

Potraying our feelings
Remembering the moments
Fighting for survival
Thinking of how our lifes has taken toll.

This i will keep and cherish
Lock deep in my heart
Saying "Your Love Is Eternity"
I want to thank you for everything

bump

2009-06-24T23:55:00.003+08:00

Fine that's all i can think of right now
Marketing is so not my forte
But im fine with it just 3 more lessons and im done with
I met a wied girl in my class
Well not really
She said my name was so random
While having the-you-are-so-weird look
Fine i shan't be bothered by it
Ooh The Bachelor is on
Boring but i'll still watch it
For all catfights, bitching and the antics of these matured ladies
Yes. They may be in mid twenties stuck in a teenager growth stage
Yet they are so fun to watch :p
He's just a guy of royal blood pfft

Ki Bum oppa take care of yourself
Please stop missing out on the fun
Fighting!

Khunnie boy

2009-06-24T14:58:00.005+08:00

생일 축하합니다!

mwoga

2009-06-22T02:56:00.002+08:00

I think i'm mistaken
Disbelief was all i could read
A glimpse of you
And i got caught
Lying brings us nowhere
I had a mission to loose you
But i guess once the truth revealed
I will fail
All the plots and actions are wasted within minutes
Feelings resurfaced and sparks and suprises involve in this particular event
Reconcilation was always at the back of my mind
Reality check is what i need. Really.
I promise to cherish these moments we had

nan gidarida

noreul saranghae

2009-06-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

To the boy who taught me how to love again,
I'm sorry for not letting you know the real reason. It hurts me to see you like this. But I guess it hurts me more. For knowing that you’re so near and I can’t be with you. Those times when I needed you most were the hardest. Why? Cause I couldn’t see you even if we are 3 floors apart. It must be tiring for you. But its more tiring for me. Watching you from afar and knowing you seem lost all the time. Thinking of the times we could have. And the we had shared we the best times. I love the tiny little surprises you prepared. I love you for the time you made me laugh. I love you for showing me another world . Lastly I want to thank you for loving me. And remember I’m right here with you always in your heart. And remember that I love you. Always.

fanfics and love letters
dedication

dear love

2009-06-19T01:23:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry for loving you
i tried to stop but i guess its too late
i'm drinking to your tunes
and getting drunk on your words
tell me its not true
and that all of this is a dream

if you had never appeared
i'll be living my life in peacefulness
i might be happier too
when you came along
i was happy
that its driving me crazy
and it does hurt sometimes
you don't know what you're doing to me don't you

stop. please.

apayo.
sarangi mwonyago

dawn

2009-06-19T00:53:00.002+08:00

there's nothing interesting on telly
should have started my assignment like a week ago but im stuck
seems contradicting well more like im going to write
a very female based essay
when you say "Branding" i will definitely
digress towards fashion
which is totally out of point and not related to the qst at all
thank goodness none of them have started
and the dateline is nxt mth instead of ytd
oh and i better call my dentist tmr to fix an appt.

off to watch entertainment tonight
the moment i've been waiting for lyk ever

i thought wrong

2009-06-08T20:02:00.002+08:00

I thought i could confide in you
Guess i was wrong
Dissapointed much. No. Not really.
But im sick and tired of hiding and defending both parties
Its true when they say
Trust no one but yourself
Guess i've learnt my lesson now

Keep everthing you know to yourself

posters

2009-06-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

Blissful

bored

2009-06-05T16:49:00.001+08:00

Life has its ups and downs
you don't even know when it hits
covering up won't do any good
cause it stills catches up with you eventually

pom

2009-05-30T17:22:00.000+08:00

Omo Omo Eotteoke.Eotteoke.Eotteoke!!!
Nanuen geokjeongdoeneunhaeyo

Its just an exam
One module down and 9 more to go
Great. Its been a long time since i had this feeling
My mind is like blank right now
Hope everything goes well

break it off

2009-05-25T22:44:00.001+08:00

__Neorago_

Aniyo. Andwaeyo.

Oppa,choe song ham ni da

Waeyo?

Aniyo, amugeotdo anieyo

uri wae hyeohjyeo. Mwoyo?

Kaseumee neomu ahpa

Dangsinege banhaetsseumnida

Jigeum nuga gidarigo isseosseo gayagesseoyo

Yah...

(Jigyeowoyo

Oppa, jeongmal mianhamnida. )

onew missing teeth

2009-05-20T15:02:00.005+08:00

ya onew museuniriseyo.
i guess the curse is back
frm tiffany to junsu and now you
you might end up gettin braces due to this
igeon andwaeyo. igeon anijiyo.
but whatever it is i wish you for a speedy recovery
eventho the actual perion is 1 - 2 weeks :)
onew jal jinaeseyo. fighting!

nomu gwiyeowoyo :p

burns

2009-05-20T11:37:00.004+08:00

new beginnings
written chapters and forgetten ones as well
life is great from the other side of the world nothing beats a cup of ice-cream on a day like this but its such a shame that i can't handle a can of carbonated drinks i miss the sing a long sessions and moving to the beat and all those never ending workouts i'll be lazy to start all over again once this ends oh well just abit more and i'll be living the time if my life

taeyang

2009-05-18T21:30:00.001+08:00

생일 축하합니다!
oppa hwaiting!

life is good

2009-05-13T11:15:00.002+08:00

enough with pictures here comes the words
life has been treating me good i guess
sugar overload is not good for my appetite
it kills my mood to eat and have "proper" meals
i still have a few pills left
yet untouched for several weeks
and of course the word lessons bore me to death
with never ending assignments
visits to the library
references, quotations and all the whatnot
timeout from work is great but kinda miss the girls
and of course regular updates on k-music etc
i shall stop here for now
need to rack my brain for a 2,500 word essay
well that's kinda easy
i don't know how one can type a 8,000 word essay
i hear stress

once you become obsessive you are possessive

jang woo young

2009-04-30T00:09:00.005+08:00

생일 축하합니다!

pills

2009-04-27T22:10:00.009+08:00

i have to get it done and over with
maybe all i need are creavtive pills

jay park

2009-04-25T21:11:00.001+08:00

생일 축하합니다!

again

2009-04-19T00:06:00.000+08:00

Again & Again & Again & Again

Neoege jakku doraga wae geureonji molla wae geureonji molla

Again & Again & Again & Again

Neoui mare tto soge wae geureonji molla wae geureonji molla

goodbye little voice

2009-04-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

the nights that i spent with the tellie and my voice

bienne

2009-04-02T01:00:00.006+08:00

im sorry for the times i raise my voice at you
im thankful for the times you backed down
im sorry for the times i did not listen to you
im thankful for the times of the never ending lectures
im sorry for the times i acted like a spoiltbrat
im thanful for the times you gave in to my needs
im sorry for the times i threw away your love
im thankful for the times of never ending love

survive

2009-03-28T21:40:00.002+08:00

as the days are drawing nearer i wonder...

cheers

2009-03-18T13:49:00.004+08:00

life doesn't always go the way we planned

unnie wei

2009-03-08T16:30:00.004+08:00

omo just when i was enjoying the bullying eps from bof
something terrible has to happen to
my fav character Sunny.
unnie nomu yeppo.
Naneun seulpeoyo haeyo.
Danghwangseureowoyo
R.I.P

2009-03-07T22:51:00.006+08:00

i wish i could live my life as it is

bright and shine

2009-03-05T22:20:00.009+08:00

i took a peek at Mr Sunshine
and he showed me how to smile

morn

2009-03-03T13:51:00.003+08:00

i miss waking up to a sunrise

tired

2009-02-26T22:54:00.003+08:00

im back

2009-02-23T18:58:00.000+08:00

away

2009-02-19T23:23:00.002+08:00
finally i'm going away
well its more of a short trip
getting away from the "stressed-out" environment
into a more relaxing one i hope
it has to be something refreshing at least
updates will be posted once i return

I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae

sleep

2009-02-16T03:48:00.003+08:00
pretty much wide awake now
i know i should be taking care of myself
but i can't simply because..
well i've yet to find the reason
for what's keeping me awake all this while
think i should force my self to sleep right after this post i guess

"you failed me and you failed your profession"

valentine

2009-02-14T23:59:00.004+08:00

cupcakes on a day like this :)

sacred

2009-02-11T21:48:00.002+08:00
I'm lost for words
writing doesn't come naturally to me anymore
i sit here for hours thinking of what to say
but my mind is blocked
with all the possibilities
and of what the outcome might be
i'll find my way back to me
don't worry

"cinta yg ngak bisa dicapai
itu baru namanya cinta sejati"

emotional barrier

2009-02-10T22:30:00.002+08:00
"oh how i long to write
but knowing no words can describe these overwheling emotions
as letters form into words and words into sentences
i no longer bear the fear i once had
but i think i just lied"

hari raya

2008-10-01T20:32:00.004+08:00
the sound of time off from sounds so promising
but i doubt it.

battered body.

fell sick two weeks ago and i just recovered
but the scratchy hoarse feeling came back
and i think my dentist purposely set up the appt ytd
knowing that today is raya which means all the goodies
which is totally bad for my teeth and stuff
makes it hard for me to chew them.
work is making me tired
physically im strong but mentally im weak
my energy level is depleting soon
i know i need more offs but with very few workers
it can nvr happen lyk dat.

i do hv a heart.
i pity the 18 yr old intern who works lyk 13 hrs
but luckily its only on wkends
worst still e full timer works that shift for lyk 2 or 3 days
and needs to complete 72hrs per week is crazy
i know she's tired even with the whole make-up thing going on
how do i know they are tired?
its because i've work that long before
and i can nvr forget the incident where my ex-colleague
work for 16 hrs on a prticular day which was from 7am to 11pm
i know it sounds lyk torture but its actually their requirement
which is nonsense.

they are being overworked and underpaid
just like me.
in my case it wld e usage of child labour haha

ok its raya today and i stayed home
i really need a good rest
but waiting for my uncles and aunties is frustrating
i need sleep and what is taking the so long
it sounds so random up till here

i'll keep it short.
to all the muslims in the world
selamat hari raya
and to those tiny munchkins pls grab all money u can get haha

so long

work

2008-09-12T23:55:00.006+08:00
after wat it seems to be lyk a gazillion years
i finally get to rest and its not enough for me
every bit of my energy has been drained out
its a miracle i got thru this ordeal
mentally & physically that is
how 4 hours of sleep can get me energized
lyk a power bunny always on the go
hopping one day to next without any complains
how every min that passes by too slowly or too quickly
may affect my mood.

yup,thats my timesheet & i love jump shifts
reaching home at midnight and getting ready at 5am