exhausted

im totally missing out on the fun
yes i gave singfest a miss again.
this might be the stupidest move i've ever made
cause my favourite dorkiest band is playing today
oh ryan ross when will i ever meet you
and not forgetting Mommy's boy ian watkins
who was on the stage ytd
i hope everyone who went had fun

work has left me with no time for myself
i miss the self indulgence moments
like shopping eventho i know i need to save up
hanging out with my frens
and im finally meeting one of them later on

my protest for meat which has been going on
for about a month seems not to be working at home
since my mother has been forcing me to eat meat
but i resisted. seafood only.
and how my sister say i nid to stop losing weight
cause my shoulders or should i say my collarbones
are scary to her which is actually normal looking
is not going to stop me from my stay away from
beef, mutton and chicken diet
but im not sure about hari raya
will i get tempted or disgusted

and i predict that my birthday this year
is going to be an emotional one
lets hope i will not breakdown
cause i know not all friendships will last forever

the sky above me now is inky black