freedom write

been clouded by negative thoughts
so here is how it goes

being an activist was what i wanted to be
it actually crossed my mind more than once
but then again
why would i put in so much effort
so much passion into something i love
knowing that the majority will ignore the facts
about life including the whole world that we've been living in
it will be totally wasted

unlike soldiers who went to Iraq
they weren't force into it
but it was their choice to save humanity
it was for the good of others not theirs
sadly some died
but they passed on with honour

while most activists get sentenced for maybe half of their lifetime
which seems to me, not the sensible thing to do to humans
who actually care for everything
activists in the 90's warned us about global warming
did we listen to them?
no! cause we thought they were psycho
now that we feel the effect of it
do we regret it?
of course not.
people are too busy to think about it
cause we are just living our life to the fullest
but wtf rite, i know.

and how far has racism affect us
people like you can never survive without people like us
most electrical brands are from asians
we might have tv if it weren't for them

wonder why some people are so ignorant
about things that goes around
oh wait i'm just an individual
who's trying to speak my mind
i guess this is too much
frm a freedom writer like me

for the past 19 years of my life
i've never thought that being an activist
will help those in need
but i thought wrong
and i just don't know what are my choices right now.

and today i've forgotten it was fathers day
till my bro text me
and that was the first in 19 years of my life
dat he reminded of something very dear to me
and of course i bought my dad something
it was a one sided golf glove frm nike
miss moments when i was younger
oh well no matter what im still a daddy's little girl
ooh and i've gotten two pair of shorts
from dorothy and mng
love it

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