love, lies and deception

i thought working again would be fun
nevertheless i was wrong as i got the wrong job
and i had to ask the job i favoured to call me next wk
i would die waiting for it. now hope time flies fast
but working at the Singapore flyer is fun, i guess.

a whole month pay would be dedicated to a new monitor
as the old monitor fused and the new one...
well no ones knows what is wrong with it

there was so much that i wanted to say
but i keep forgetting what it was
my thoughts are clouded by so many things
like am i able to support myself through degree
when my diploma alone cost that much
and that would be a year's pay or more than that
if i were to take two jobs,i would be left with no time on my hands
i'm always left confused with what my goals or aims in life are
was i really entitled to this post at a low rate
or was it just fate that im suppose to stick to this line of work forever
i've ever thought of becoming a secutiry officer or just a cleaner
or maybe a rag man or lady for this sake
yes, its themost unflattering job in the whole wide world
but that is the way i have to earn my living
would i even be able to pull through in the first place
is the doubt i have for now

love, lies and deception